Imagine a world of grays. Not one but
hundreds of grays. Grey red, gray yellow and a grayish air floating
almost transparent over identical rabbit hutches that house compact
and numerous families.
Now imagine trying to find a way out.
You could not scream and there is no place to run, except out your
own window. And windows you needed!
In my house there were many windows.
Paperback windows, pocket size editions and even xeroxed pages of
colored glass from the central gray committee's photocopier. My dad
collected them so we will have places to hide to when there was no
heat in the winters or no food worthy of the name to be had in the
fridge.
And then were the window makers. They
wold visit my dad and in a cloud of western contraband
cigarettes wold turn grays in to explosions of vocal colors and then
wold there be rhythm of poetry and colors on the face of my parents
and their friends. And blessed be the window makers, for they will be
called the parents of color. And so I grew up thinking that there is
alchemy in the words and the magic of transfiguration.
I joined them when I was in high
school ,by accident. I almost flunk physics in a vocational school
and as a last chance I was ordered to wright a short S.F. story and
go to a students contest with it. I joined my dad's friends (ho now
smelled of cheap Russian contraband tobacco) and started my
apprenticeship as a window maker. I had imagination, life experience
worthy of a street urchin and a hunger for metamorphosis. I won a
honorable place at that contest. So honorable that I was assured easy
sailing in the sciences and crafts and could graduate .
Now the old window makers respect me
for my craft but I want more. I want steined glass.
I want to transfigure my world in to a
cathedral of words.
St Lucia Buns
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